The outsider

I wanna be like the other kids in school. I'm an outsider and people say they like me yet they won't talk to me,text me,call me,wave hi,or anything. Does that even count as being friends? Like being true friends? Because I don't think they like me yet they always tell me they do. I don't get it. I'm always left out and teased. The worst thing about it is that it isn't just one person or one group,it's several. Whenever I approach them about it then they won't say anything and act like they never did anything to me. It makes me so depressed and awkward. I've seen therapists about it but they "don't know how to help me". I've talked to teachers and they ignore it also, and my family doesn't help me. They ignore it also. They see how upset I am but they don't care.😢 I've actually thought about if I wasn't in this world anymore. 😭 when will this end?