Getting pregnant after getting taking advantage of!

Shannon
I know there's teen moms out there but I just feel so alone I'm 17 and raise my daughter on my own. My story is completely.. Let's say unique. I got pregnant around August I went to a little get together with my friends and I got taken avantage by my ex/best friend. I was completely drunk and I don't really remember having sex , I was dating my boyfriend at that time and when I found out I was pregnant I thought my boyfriend was my daughters father and we went through it all together , Since i don't really  Remember that night with my ex I was so blinded by the slightest chance of her having a different father until my birthday, I have received a call from my ex and he wanted to speak to me alone and he just broke the news to me. Not only was I sad but I was pissed off because my due date was in 3 weeks.after my LO was a month we took a DNA test and the results came negative,My boyfriend and I are having difficulties he even kicked me out of his house,he blames it all on me and kinda being an asshole about it ,doesn't believe me which is kinda expected but am I wrong for wanted a shoulder to cry on? I'm so mixed up in emotions and I'm beaten myself up for it I love my little girl I feel like my life would be completely dull without her but it just makes me so depressed I feel so alone and confused I feel betrayed, and I can't help but call myself a whore :/ I don't want nothing to do with her father and even if I wanted him a part of it he moved to Florida, I wish I had relief and give me advice maybe
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