Had an argument on Peak day :(
My husband and I have been TTC for over 7 months now, and this month is the first month I'm using Glow. Before that we just "winged it". Having a calendar tell me which days to try to have sex is useful but so stressful.
Today is our Peak day and I have been mentally preparing myself and even told my husband "let's sleep early tonight". Hint hint.
He gets home. Late. Because he volunteered for something after work. He's been doing a lot of extra-curricular / volunteer work lately and it takes up many of our after-work time together. Anyway he gets home and after he has dinner, we begin to plan our upcoming trip. Before long, we get in a fight. He said something mean to me. And it hurt my feelings. So much so, that I don't want to have sex with him tonight. After so much trying and so many months of taking prenatal vitamins and carefully logging on this app, we won't be having intercourse on Peak day. He apologized for what he said a couple times but it still hurts.
I'm so disappointed and sad. And I'm questioning if I'm even fit to be a parent if I get upset so easily.
I'm now sleeping on the couch and crying because this sucks. I'm 30 and I want a baby dammit!
Why is Peak day so stressful?
Is it this hard for anyone else? How can some people get pregnant without even trying while I'm here planning every single night?
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