I know I was foolish but shit happens

Dated this guy for 4 years. Absolutely loved him to death. When he dumped me I was crushed. We had talked about marriage, house, kids, you know having a future together right? And then POOF! Out the window gone!

Took me probably 6-7 months to get over him. Yes I know people have judged me saying I'm an idiot for not getting over him right away. I know it took me half a year but I believe everyone has a different time frame to recover you know?

Well I ran into him while I was out with my friends. One thing led to another. I'm realized I'm not over him.

We had sex and now I'm pregnant. I'm okay with being pregnant. I've always wanted to be a mama. Plus I've always wanted a baby with him.

I haven't told him (the test said 4-6 weeks) I plan on waiting until my first doctors appointment. Just to be safe.

This isn't a plot to get him back. At the end of the day we had a one night stand and now I'm having a baby. I'm more than capable of having and raising this baby on my own if he decided to not be apart of the child's life.

**EDIT! The test used was clearblue. Cost me $28! I was like hoooolllllyyyyyy! It better be right for that kind of money lol **