Not the day I had planned 😥

Holly • For this child I have prayed; and the Lord has granted me the desires of my heart. 1 Samuel 1:27
So today we went to the doctor hoping for good news seeing as how our previous pregnancy ended in miscarriage due to an ectopic pregnancy, this time the fetus implanted but for some reason stopped growing and my body has reabsorbed the cells. While I'm thankful I do not have to
Take a pill or have a d&c my heart still aches, I long to feel those little flutters from within my womb, to hear my babies heart beat, to count ten little fingers and ten little toes. 
  I know God has a plan and I will trust in him, I'm not ungrateful for I know the struggle to be pregnancy could be harder and I pray everyday for those that deal with struggles bigger than mine. 
  As my OB said 3rd times a charm right? I love how positive she is and tries to make me so unitl the BFP comes around I wish all
You girls the best andmay you all have heathy and safe deliveries!!!Â