I am so over being pregnant. Felt good until this last trimester when the body pains started.

Almost 41 weeks pregnant now and I'm not even dilated. But I've started spotting and having mild contractions that I haven't even felt enough of to time. Every bathroom trip for the last 26 hours has light pink blood spotting or mucous mixed with old blood. Cervix was checked after the spotting started, then the other stuff started.

I ended up having a massive anxiety attack at 330 this morning and have had about 8 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours.

I'm scared and feel like I have no control over this process and when our daughter will arrive. I feel scared because I know it's going to hurt and if I'm already having anxiety attacks how am I going to make it through labor?!