Finally had ob app!!!!

So after waiting almost two months to see my ob after I was 90% sure I had a mc it was confirmed today and honestly I feel like the worst person in earth right now it is like the pain of when it first happened has hit me again and i rwally want to just say screw it but me and my SO both really want another baby (his first my third ) I have tried fertility blend from gnc take prenatal daily nothing idk what to do I feel like I never wanna get out of bed again