I was 4 days late and no postive tests. I had a blood test and its neg. I am sad and happy. After we decided to try to conceive he bailed. Then tried to come back.. i kicked him to the curb. But sadly found out i am entering my sec round of cervical cancer. The first battle was 7 yrs long and one surgery. I am now 31 and have to wait to find out how big n bad this time. My heart is shattered and i am scared.

All i ever wanted was to be a mother and a wife. I am blessed with two beautiful kids but have no one by my side. At 31 my time is running out to have more babies.. i know that seems superficial to be upset bc i have 2 kids but to tell a women she cant have kids is horrible. I am strong and God is able. Makes me angry that i cant have what others throw away and take for granted.

PLEASE GET YOUR PAP TEST REGULARLY!

Just pray..😭💔