This is hard ...

Diana • Not TTC at the moment .
Isn't it interesting how  a couple of certain amount of time build so much in common that they ultimately become best friends and all of a sudden it just snaps and they become strangers? 
I had a boyfriend for 5 years. We were best of friends but   he ended up giving  me an STI.  We would always just bounce off of each other. I just don't know what I did to deserve getting an STI. What did I do to deserve to get ( probably ) cheated on... Even though he denied everything. I ended it with him. Now two days later, I'm constantly checking his Instagram even though he blocked me . And he was so quick to put a shirtless pic up and add a few girls on his Instagram. ( they're the loose type)... We were best friends . Now I feel lost.