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HI ladies. If anyone could help me I'd appreciate it greatly. My Dr just told me that my husband has good to marginal sa results, except his gel count is high. He wants me to do an hsg before starting clomid, or at least in the same month. What I was wondering is how did you deal with all the testing emotionally? I'm feeling very anxious, and already blaming myself for not having a baby yet. Here's a picture of my beagle smiling to brighten your day.