So on December 26 2015 i got this positive pregnancy test, my first pregnancy i was so confused but happy i would check the growth of my baby everyday! Read non stop about his/her development i was fascinated about what was going on in my body then on February 9th (a day before my 2 year anniversary) i had my appointment with my mid wife and she was trying to get my babies heart beat with the doppler but she couldn't find it i didnt think much of it because me and my DH had gotten into an argument before we went in so i was thinking of that so then they take me to an ultrasound move and my dr goes in and he he keeps moving around to see my baby and i can see his face before he even said anything just by the look on his face i knew what he was going to say and sure enough by baby's heartbeat wasnt there my baby was tiny and had stopped growing two weeks before that appointment i my whole world was upside down that i can say was by far the worst day of my life, since then ive been TTC and i never knew how difficult it was to get that second line to show up but i have faith and want everyone one of you to have faith as well! We're all here to support eachother and know its hard if its been hard for me i can imagine for you ladies that have been TTC for years keep your head up