I love my SO very much, inside and out... He is a recovering addict though and everyday can be a struggle. It puts a lot of pressure on me because we are expecting our first child November 7th and I just want things to work out. I love him so much and he has made a ton of progress over the last few years but there are still some tiny kinks that need to be worked out... I just want everything to work out for our little family. I'm asking for prayers please for us... I have faith that we will get through this.