Do you find depression harder in a relationship that you don't see your partner everyday?

I'm in a relationship where I talk for an hour with my boyfriend(if I'm lucky) each night and we only see eachother on the weekend if we are lucky. this is all due to him working from 4am till 6pm and me also being at school if he has a chance to message me on break. I've suffered from depression for along time now and I find it so hard not talking to him ontop of school (I struggle in school due to learning disabilities) and family stresses (farther isn't really in the picture and mother is hard to deal with). I feel like I can't talk with him because he works so hard to build his life while I feel like mine is crashing down slowly, I can't talk to him about this all because I don't want him to really know how much it all gets to me because it's so hard, I cry myself to sleep most nights because I don't think I'm good enough for him and I just don't know what to do because he's my everything 😔