Stressing

I am literally stressing so much
Going through my pregnancy alone
With no one to talk to my baby's dad is not even there for me... 
Family is so fake I can't deal with any of them... 
I try to be strong but when it just hits me I think like... Why me
I'm 30 weeks and
Sometimes I just wish I don't have to go all the way to 40 weeks because of it