Feeling sad...

Emma • 5/19/17, 3/16/19 👶🏻👶🏻
I held off on testing until today.... 10 or 11dpo, having ovulated August 3rd or 4th...(both days were peak on my opk) 32 day cycle, af due on Friday. So I guess technically I ovulated on the 4th. I know I'm not "out" until af shows up Friday, but I'm feeling so discouraged and disappointed. Any words of wisdom or encouragement? My husband and I did everything right this cycle, I know the odds are still low but it's just hard. :( Never thought it would be this hard. We both just turned 32, ttc our first baby. 
Thanks.