Preeclampsia update

I'm still in the hospital and now I'm 32 weeks. My bp still won't stable,even after all this medicine. They want to deliver baby at 34 weeks. I have one kidney and they are worried that if I go longer it could be harmful for both of us. We toured the NICU and it is nice here where I am. I'm nervous and I feel like I'm not ready to have baby yet. We couldn't have my shower and I really have nothing. I just want a healthy baby. So please pray for us.