Update-cancelling homebirth at 36w..

Shiara • Im an 18 year old FTM, engaged to the love of my life, the beautiful man who gave me my perfect little son 😍 15/18/16💙
So i posted a little while ago ranting about how were going to have to cancel the homebirth while im 36weeks along due to finanical issues. Im canadian, so its only about 100$ in supplies for it but my SO's work hours got cut and every dollar matters at this point..
So i called my midwife this morning to cancel my home visit (she was bringing the birth pool on thursday) and she said she totally understands and shes very accommodating. It happens sometimes and it is what it is. 
 
I was so scared to call and cancel everything this far along, but shes so amazing. I friggen love my midwife 😂 i sincerely suggest a midwife to everyone! Its much more of a personal relationship instead of seeing the doctor for 30seconds :)