Yes, insecurities. 

I am currently ^ inserts weight, ashamed ^ and have made effort to lose weight in the past, although I felt I was never making progress. I suppose I could use a good pick-me-up. I usually range from a small to a large depending on the store, and the clothing article. This has been a problem since I was about 10 years of age. Not to mention, I've been hooking up with this guy lately.. I'm almost sure he weighs less than me. 😒