1st appt

Today was my 1st appointment to meet my littlest addition I'm currently 8 weeks, I'm staring at the screen so excited to see my lil jellybean and I see nothing nor hear a heartbeat all I see is a tiny sac in a bigger sac...I was totally confused, my doctor informs me that there could be two issues That I had a missed miscarriage or that I'm not as far along as I thought I was, I tried my hardest not to shed tears and trying to be hopefull but is so damn hard. When i found out I was pregnant I couldn't believe it, and it was bad timing and a stressfull time for me and my husband but after a few days we became so excited and convinced ourself this is gods way and he always has a reason of his work and to never ask why nor question him, I just don't understand😢