Pregnancy

Ana • Dominican, Aquarius♒
I'm 19, & just found out yesterday at the clinic that I'm 5 weeks & 4 days pregnant.... I. Am. TERRIFIED! I don't believe in abortion, but I am stuck between keeping it or taking the pill to terminate the pregnancy. It's something that i thought i wouldnt ever even think about. But i just dont know whats best right now. My boyfriend is being supportive with whichever decision I make but, I can't make one without the advice from a mother figure with a current child 😓 I feel so lost & alone even tho I have friends & in laws telling me everything is okay. I just need something to make me realize whether to keep or what? I need answers, I want it but idk if I can handle it, it is scaryyy. & i feel emotional every minute I think about it. Any advice? Pleaseeee?? 😓