So I have been in the hospital for over 2 days now with preeclampsia. I should find out anytime if I get to go home or if I will be continuing my stay. since I have GD and Preeclampsia they will most likely take her by csection when they feel she needs to come. this whole pregnancy I have prepared myself for a vaginal delivery. I know plans change and I just want my daughter here and safe at this point.

I have a horrible phobia of needles. since being here I have been on some heavy anxiety medication due to just having an IV in my hand. I know when I get the cesarean I will need a spinal. (and when I was still able to deliver vaginally I had opted out of epidural until I absolutely caved). but wth this there is no getting out of it. I would just like to hear your stories on your cesareans so I can get an idea of what I am up against. I want to be awake during it but I feel like since I have such bad anxiety they will just put me to sleep 😟

So please, any advice, or stories you'd like to share, I want to read them all!!!