Miscarriage ..

So a year ago I got into a terrible car accident that caused me to lose my baby. It was a terrible time for me and was so hard to go through . I had lost my baby all because a selfish asshole decided not to pull over when the cop told him to and ran the red light and hit me . I still get flashbacks of it and its still so painful to remember... Well recently my cousin had a baby and when I carried him I wanted to cry . and all I could think of is wanting another baby . I'm really young and I know having a baby would make things difficult but every time I run my hand over my stomach I cry Bc I had a chance to have a baby and lost it.