I'm 24 weeks pregnant and I'm thinking this will have to be my first and last baby, it makes me so upset because I've always wanted 4...unfortunately pregnancy hormones are way too hard on my body and I can't deal with the way they make me feel. They have me feeling emotions that I don't like, and that aren't really 'me'. It makes me sad, it makes my anxiety BAD, and makes me think bad thoughts about my relationship with my SO. Besides the fact that I'm growing my tiny human inside of me, pregnancy has not been enjoyable