I just need to let frustrations out for a moment, so maybe I can stop the tears to type. For the second and third month of my pregnancy, I had to sleep in a tent with my boyfriend at my MIL's house. I was so hot and uncomfortable. So when we found a trailer we could afford,even though it wasn't in perfect condition, I begged him to say yes to it. The lady was rushing us, and I was starting to stress, so for me, he did. Now we know why she rushed us. This place is a hellhole. The frame is rotting away, and there's so many problems that take time,skill,and money to fix. My boyfriend says that there's no way that it'll be even close to done and safe before or baby gets here. I already feel like a failure because I couldn't give my son everything he deserved, now I can't even feel safe raising my baby girl in our own home. So I'm crying at work,and he just called, and on top of it all, someone stole my son's wagon from right in front of our front door. Why would someone do this!? Taking a poor baby's toy... Why is this happening? I just want the best for my kids, and they're getting the worst. We have no money at all, and I thought I would be prepared for baby Stella, but I was so wrong. Sorry for the long post, but I needed to get it out.