Starting to sink in

Sarah
I found out last week that we are having twins. It's gone from shock to Pinterest ideas of decor and outfits to absolute fear and hopelessness. I started looking at daycare costs today and I have no idea how people do it. My career/income is on a good track so it wouldn't make sense for me to stay home especially because I have great insurance and my husbands income doesn't justify him quitting either. We are right at the good income point for one but two kids at once doesn't seem like a great blessing everyone keeps saying. The lowest daycare I've seen is around $1700 a month for two. That's like a mortgage. And that's not including double of everything else. I'm not sure why I'm posting. I guess more to vent because I'm beyond scared and my husband is already freaked out and I don't want to worry him more.