This pregnancy has gone nothing like how I wanted it to...other than my baby growing perfectly and being healthy 💕 I'm so annoyed with my family. First my grandma "disowned" me. She doesn't want to talk to me or hear anything about the baby.  This doesn't really bother me since she did the same to my mom when she was pregnant with me so I knew it would happen...plus she hates kids so it was only obvious. Her loss, not mine. Then my mom has control over everything in my pregnancy. Technically it's my fault but I allow it cause I feel guilty cause she's my mom. When I first found out she said no one can know about it till I'm 12 weeks. Not even my boyfriends mom (UH not gonna happen). But each week she would tell someone, either a family member or a friend. I've only been able to tell one person which was my best friend. We told my boyfriends mom the day we found out also and we told her not to tell anyone but his whole family found out. So now there is no point in doing a reveal. Everyone knows now and not from me or my boyfriend. Then I realized that I'm not having a baby shower because I basically have no family and my mom thinks it's pointless and her exact wording was "you're boyfriend is never satisfied so if I did throw you one he would just complain that I didn't do this or didn't do that." I literally just left and cried because all she cares about is downing my boyfriend instead of caring about me. She then said "why doesn't his family just throw you one anyways" and I wanted to tell her that they actually asked if I wanted one and it was nice to see that someone actually cared but I couldn't cause I'm not a mean person but all she ever does is talk bad about my boyfriend and his family or tell everyone I'm pregnant even though it was supposed to be kept a "secret" according to her. This is not what I dreamed of and I'm not happy.