Tonight I am just a crying mess. I'm visiting my mom out of town and I'm missing my boyfriend so much i was just wanting to cry earlier. Then I was talking to my brother and he was telling me my mom is really struggling financially.. I have been too and I've been complaining and venting to my mom so much and had no clue she was struggling so badly too and my heart just aches for her 😞 and now I'm looking through her Facebook posts because I wanna make sure she is happy hahah and I'm crying about how happy I am she has a great loving boyfriend.

I need to go to sleep, I'm a wreck tonight haha