Depressed

I know I can't be the only mommy to be that's just super depressed about how hard it is to take care of yourself right now, lack of mobility, and just not looking the way you want to. It is so hard to shave... I gave up for a while... But it only made me more depressed! I feel like I don't look good or cute in anything!!! I'm so swollen all the time and I just feel fat :(. I tried to take a cute 9 month bump pic but I just felt huge.. All over! My face feels huge... I'm just so ready to have my baby here and try to get back to my pre baby self. Some days I just feel so depressed I have to force myself to get up and try to do something... Like a quick face mask.. And shower. Idk.