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Lost Hope

Megan • Fri, Aug 26 • We started our baby journey back in 2016. We spent 2 years trying to no avail- broken heart after broken heart lead us to fertility, where we were quickly told that our chances of conceiving naturally were under 2% due to male-factor infertility. But tha

It's only 9dpo....bfn and it honestly could go either way at this point...but I've already counted myself out. I've already mourned the loss. I've already been pissed off at all the hope spread this way. We're going on 8 months now...5 really trying. I can't even imagine what it feels like for those of you counting years. I already want to quit. I know I still have a chance this month even...but I still want to quit getting my hopes up. I'm joining a kickboxing gym if this bfn sticks. A good enough consolation prize I guess. Just feeling so defeated today😔

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