I'm not happy with being pregnant then the next minute I am. I hate my job sooooo much, I stop talking to the people there. I haven't told my family and when I do tell them I don't want to be bother with them I DO NOT want a baby shower because I don't want to deal with people. Everyone is irritating, plus I had a panic attack while sitting down and some chest pain. I don't like the doctor I went to see my first appointment. :-(((