Hating pregnancy

Samantha
Hi is there anyone else out there hating their pregnancy? I'm beating myself up about it because I know I should be thrilled but since day one I've been sick and sooo tired I can't put into words, now I'm 20 weeks in starting to feel more myself but now I have a new dilemma of feeling like there's an alien inside me waiting to get out. I just can't wait for January to arrive