We had our baby girl, Lailah Star, August 5th at 804pm. But I had to give birth to my daughter who wasn't alive 😭😭😭😭😭 she is was .y rainbow baby. !!!!! This was suppose to be it! I was suppose to be holding her in January! 💔 we had such a rough start to this pregnancy too....but myself and the doctors had so much hope! We thought we were going to make it all the way. But after I was diagnosed with a subchoronic hemorrhage and that cleared..we got further along and then about 12weeks were told she wasn't growing right and wasn't as far as I was suppose to be and had fluid in her tummy. So they tested for down syndrome. Came back fine. Then made it to 13 weeks and things were looking better!!!! But then another week, 14 weeks, went in for our normal check up and found she had no heart beat!!! 💔 my heart was so beyond crushed. We finally made it to the second trimester and still didn't make it all the way 😭😭😭😭 So these last few weeks have been difficult, but have to still do life..as much as I want to crawl in a corner and cry...I can't or I would become depressed. Baby dust to everyone! We're hoping to get pregnant again soon. My baby has wings 😇