desires at 13

Hey guys, so I am 13 and a virgin, but ever since I was 5, I had some desires of sex (I know, crazy!). I was exposed to some nasty things when I was little, but I thought, as this point, I would get over it. But now, the thoughts are even worse.

I really need some help and support, and I know this community is always there for fellow sisters from different misters, so PLEASE HELP ME!