Anyone trying to not test?

Emma • married November 2015, TTC since December 2015.
I'm 8dpo and really wanna take a frer after getting a negative dollar tree, but know I should get a frer and wait until tomorrow with fmu at 9dpo! And then again at 10dpo with fmu, because double pack! Lol! Anyone else?
UPDATE: I had to take a test. I couldn't handle it. I see the faintest line, and I'm going to test again tomorrow with fmu and hope it's more noticeable! This one is a real squinter! What do y'all think?