Seriously struggling

Kara • Married 🇨🇦 SAHM Girl 09/09/16 -x- Boy 08/29/19 Waiting to TTC #3

I am 39 weeks and 1 day today.

I will (most likely) be induced Friday or Tuesday because of complications.

I almost had my right kidney burst and they found out my left kidney has not worked right in a long time.

I was hospitalized for 4 days and pumped full of antibiotics and 3 times I took morphine. I was hoping for a natural home birth and was refusing even Tylenol until all of this happened. Now I feel guilt and stress every moment of the day.

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Li

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Don't feel guilty, remember the most important thing is getting baby out happy and healthy and if that happens the birth process whether medicated, natural, at home or a hospital was a success. Good luck!

Ka

Kara • Aug 30, 2016
Thank you!

Al

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Don't stress that's only making things worse. Sometimes our birthing plans don't work out as we imagine them too. Just remember that this is all for your benefit and for the baby's too. I know it's not what you planned, but as long as you and baby are okay, that's all the matters, right? Don't worry,You're not a failure, you're gonna be fine mama!

Ka

Kara • Aug 30, 2016
Thank you so much