Just had my baby and stressed

Rosetta
I am two weeks post partdum and instead of enjoying my baby, I am thinking how I need to find another job. Right before getting pregnant I finished my phlebotomy and i didn't go look for a job because I was afraid they wouldn't hire me. However, I do not want to go back to my current job, low wages and office drama, I want to use my training and find a job. I live in Los Angeles in suggestions or help would be nice.