I hate keeping secrets!

My husband and I have a baby girl together. When I found out I was pregnant I had planned this cute surprise way of telling him. Well...that plan didn't go as I planned. I held it in for 20 minutes...yep just 2o minutes. How sad! I couldn't contain it at all. I'm just not good at keeping secrets or things from him. So here we are almost a year later and I'm pregnant again (just as excited this time as I was the last!) I took a test Monday morning and it's a vvvfl...so I've tested everyday since and I'm still pregnant lol I have not told him! I can't believe this! It's so hard....he constantly jokes about anything and says, "are you pregnant " he wants this baby just as bad as I do. But it takes everything I have to keep my big mouth shut. I have a photo session this weekend to reveal the pregnancy. I had a shirt made for our 9month old . It says "I'm going to be a big sister in may 2017" my plan is to make it through the entire 30 minutes of photographing. There's only 3 people other than myself that I've told. My best friend in San Diego, the photographer and the lady that made the shirt. Every 5 minutes I whisper in my baby's ear "you're going to be a big sister" just so I don't blurt it out. Anyway....I just need to say it again...I told people lol