C section scheduled/emotional
Sooo my Cookie Monster hasn't flipped... She's still in the breech position and apparently her little bumbum is lodged in my pelvis so I doubt she'll be turning, unfortunately... My c section is scheduled for dec 29th. I'm quite disappointed always wanted to have a natural labor, vaginal delivery without any pain medication which clearly won't be happening unless she miraculously unlodges her tuchy.. I don't know if this is selfish of me but I'm really sad I won't be the first to hold my daughter or be able to be skin to skin with her right away... The doctor said she'll stay with me for a few minutes if everything goes well after the c section ( God willing ) then her daddy will take her into another room and get to be skin to skin with our little girl while I'm in the recovery room for about an hour.. Then ill get to see her. I know an hour is nothing but it already feels like forever and I feel like the whole birthing experience and mother/child bond is getting taken away from me. It really sucks! Sorry I just had to vent especially since nobody around me seems to understand how I feel...
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