Depression medication and TTC

I have battled with depression and anxiety my whole life of and on due to chemical imbalances not by an event. I can really tell that I need to see somebody again and get on some meds. We have also been ttc for a while now and I am worried that if I get pregnant while I am on meds that it will cause issues. Has anybody dealt with this or know of meds that are safe with pregnacy? I am looking for a dr still and just wanted to get an idea. Right now I am to the point were I don't want to get out of bed and I have crying spells. I don't even know why I am crying sometimes. I thought maybe I was sad about not conceiving but when I am upset that doesn't come to mind.