broken
I have been with this boy for 3-4 months which I know doesn't sound like very long but wow did I fall for him. he was so funny and so sweet and never failed to make me feel loved a single second of our relationship. we spent every second of everyday together, we practically lived together, we were never apart. it was like a dream come true and I never ever saw us splitting up being an option. I saw us getting married, starting a family, following our dreams, together.
however, he dated a girl for a year and a half before me and she was the one who broke up with him and he was devastated. I knew he never got over her but he really tried to. she recently started trying to come back into his life after realizing she made a mistake by breaking up with him.. he never wanted to see her and anytime his family would tell him that she was reaching out he would ignore it and apologize to me for them even bringing it up.. the other day she showed up at his house to "hang out with his cousin" and ended up spending all her time with him. he didn't tell me, I found out from his brother and we broke up on Tuesday afternoon.
he just graduated high school last January but is not going to college, recently got out of jail for breaking & entering and also cheated on her previously. he was by no means perfect to anyone. except for me.
I've always had problems dealing with breakups but never in my life have I felt like this. I have no ambition to go to school or graduate, go to college, get married, start a family, have kids, love or live really..
I know it takes time to get over a breakup and I know I will be ok but I just really need something better to hear than those things, to reassure me that it's not the end of the world so if any of you wonderful women have anything that could help please let me know :(
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