2nd MC

Second time finding out I was pregnant only to find I was actually miscarrying. I have been doing ok until I saw this lady with her ultrasounds in her hand I have never had an ultrasound just the thought of her happiness mad me sad I just want my child back.. It's just a hard day then I still have symptoms which is irritating I'm trying to stay strong think positive but my heart is broken I don't think I can handle a third time of it was to happen. I feel like I'm always dealing with some hard stuff I just want something to be a happy occasion for a change just keep me in your prayers I'm really struggling