Another bfn

T • Angelbaby 1/30/13 Adopted Princess 11/5/15 6 years ttc now doing mini stem/trigger/IUI
Why is it always so hard to hear? We have been trying for 5 years, this was our third round if Clomid/trigger/<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I tested throughout the week so I knew it was bfn. I had all my period symptoms just as I should of. I even told my husband and those who know that it was another failed cycle. So why when I got the call did it still hurt so bad? Why does my mind insist on holding out hope when I already know the truth? Ugh I'm so over infertility, I'm just ready for it to be our turn 💔💔💔