abusive

I've been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years. He's always been emotionally abuisve and about a year ago he started to be physically abusive that when we argue sometimes he'll tell me to leave his house and he'll choke me till I can barely breathe anymore. I don't have anywhere to go and I told him I'll try to find a room today and he said "Get the fuck out I don't want you here anymore get out its my house not yours." The arguments start because I tell him that I don't get the attention I deserve. I know what I have to offer. A normal boyfriend would ask "how was your day at work?" "How was college?" "Wow you look so beautiful" he never does any of this... I don't know what to do anymore. I know I can leave soon but I'm emotionally drained. Sometimes when we are arguing he'll say "haha don't cry, aww you're gonna cry" like mocking me. I just need to vent