Need a Listening Ear

Last year I found out that I had chlamydia which had been present in my system for possibly 3+ years. I went to the doctor multiple times within the year to figure out what has been going on with my body. I had pelvic pain mostly on my right side near my ovary and I was afraid it was a cyst. Got checked 3 times, nothing turned up. Doctor said the only other explanation would be scar tissue and I'm an emotional wreck about it. My dream has always been to have kids of my own and I can't stop thinking that because of my unwise decisions, this will never happen for me. Anyone else out there have a similar experience or thoughts on this?