Am i pathetic?

Tammy
Im a 20 y/o female. I spend my saturday nights at home making cupcakes. I used to have good friends as a child but we all eventually grew apart. I have no real friends and i say that because im always the one asking to hang out and checking up on them where as i never get the same from them. I have a bf but we are currently in a LDR so he's not here. Is this normal? Any tips on how i can overcome this or is this just who i am suppose to be? Thanks