Venting

That feel when one mistake can ruin you financially for the year. I was feeling really confident that I was about to be able to start fresh and get my life together, but now I won't be able to afford to try until next year.

I know this is a really unrealistic way of thinking, but I just wish that things could go according to plan. I want my efforts to be acknowledged from time to time, and for my boundaries to be respected.