lonely and pregnant

I'm so lonely and sad. My child's dad and I ended things and as bad as I know I deserve Better. I can't deny it hurts to go through the pregnancy alone. I just wanna be asked how I'm feeling am I hungry. I want to share my excitment when baby moves. I want to tell him about the funny fruit sizes baby is each week. I know once baby is here he will be there for her, but my sanity leading up until delivery is suffering.  I want to see a counselor just to talk I don't want to be labeled with depression or any of that, but I am struggling with it. I have family support and my friends but idk if they just are siding with me because they are my family/friends.