Rant....ughhhh

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I was so hopeful of this cycle bd 2 times in window now as of today im 9 dpo...but yesterday i had increased cm...was excited and hopeful but today it went away back to watery....cervix is high soft and tilted towards my left side...was gonna test on Wednesday but not looking good for me...yesterday i had pinching pains on left side all day and some this morning...idk whether to test on Wednesday or not?????