i don't like myself 😔 ( a little vent )

ecnesse
i just don't like the way i look anymore. i've always felt that there was something wrong with me, mainly with my weight, & i was never attractive. but about a couple months ago i was a little slimmer, i'd say i was about 154 pounds & i was actually feeling good about myself for once in a LONG time. so i've recently weighed myself and i'm 172 pounds. 172 POUNDS. i'm only 5'4'' and 17 years old. now my body confidence flew out the window since i found out my new weight. ☹️ i don't feel like anybody anymore, i don't feel attractive, i don't look attractive, i just feel disgusting. i just want to lose weight & finally feel securely confident about my body. 😔