I cant have emotions ?

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So I'm the type of person not to show my emotions to anyone. As I tell my self you are a strong women don't show it. But as being pregnant it's been really hard to do. My family swears that if I'm mad or sad they get mad that I'm that way. So I just look at them with so much hate cause I want to just strangle them for making me feel like I can't feel any type of emotions. So I've been holding everything in and I've been so depressed latley and they don't even seem to care or notice I don't even know what to do any more